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Posted on December 23, 2009 @ 9:05 pm
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i'm in michigan.
i was pretty sad today. so then i bought new boots but kaity really bought them for me and i'm going to pay her back tomorrow with christmas cash. which is also pretty sad i guess.
and i get so cold. and i listened to this years model really loud on the way home because i forgot about how good it was.
things are different this year. not better, not good. just different.
i have long hair. i have new boots. i quit drinking diet pepsi most of the time unless i'm really hungover. i paint my nails sometimes, i don't bite my nails anymore. i have different favorite songs, i lost weight so i get to wear smaller dresses and jeans, i have pet rats. i got a new tattoo this year, i lived in a new place, i love new and old people. i don't have a job, i take different photos. i quit smoking and then started again, i like bourbon, i drink more coffee than i ever have in my life.
but it's so cold i could die.
i don't really remember last christmas that well. i'm sure things were about the same, i usually get more sad around christmas time. but things were starting out then and are ending now.
merry christmas everybody, i hope your year was beautiful and great and good. and i hope you're happy, or you will be soon.
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Posted on December 22, 2009 @ 7:01 pm
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you were happy then.
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Posted on December 19, 2009 @ 12:31 pm
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it's like all of the memories with everyone get mixed together so there's only pieces left unless i write everything down and i wonder if things that have happened in dreams have happened in real life and in my head, they're in labelled files:
things that are beautiful things that have happened in mornings big things that don't make sense
so i when i am driving i can delve into my things that are beautiful file and remember how things were then,
but i feel like i never remember enough of the pictures.
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Posted on December 16, 2009 @ 5:45 pm
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hungrrryyyyyyyyyyy
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Posted on December 13, 2009 @ 12:36 pm
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facebook thinks i'm an old fat cat lady. who has babies.
which i mean, is true. but.



and this one was just weird and not really normal at all.
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Posted on December 11, 2009 @ 12:24 pm
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automatic windows used to rule until it became winter. at least i have the option of warming my car up though,
geo prizm's e brake didnt work, so I had to park it in first always, so I could never start it unless I was in the car.
and at least I have 4 doors, and a working tape deck. And working speakers, and windshield wipers. and get this- NONE of my windows are taped up.
heh heh.
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