sbsequalslove13

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-10-17T18:55:00

2006-10-17T23:02:15Z

Wow it's been forever since I've written in this thing but I've had a ton going on.
Dance basically.
My schedule is crazy.
Monday-Dance Team, Ballet
Tuesday-Dance Team
Wednesday-Duet, Tap, Jazz
Thursday-Dance Team, Pointe

and then weekends are better but it's so tiring.

So anyways, stuff hasn't exactly been going so swell lately.
I dont know it seems like theres not really a reason to live right now.
no im not going to go do something gay and kill myself
It's just everything I've been doing seems somewhat pointless.
Just a thought.

There are things you want in life
That you don't always get
I've learned that the hard way.

p.s. Homecoming was fun.

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-08-07T16:07:00

2006-08-07T20:10:46Z

ever feel like you gave it your all
but it just wasnt what they were looking for?

or that more is expected of you
and when you don't deliver
you get shot down

or that people never get what your going through
or they dont want to get it
and they dont care

ever feel like your best isnt good enough
and maybe it never will be?

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-07-20T09:59:00

2006-07-20T14:05:16Z

wow stefany banda.....
there is no more fun to be had than with this girl
we went to red knapps with her dad jamie and devon
that was funny
her dad was like yeah my wives gone (she was out of town)
and then hes like well not gone just out of town
it was funny okay

then we talked about sbs for like a bunch of hours
just about crap and next year
and thenn
we ate fooood
we had soup, hot chocolate, and ice tea at 1am
i know weird combination right?
yeah we didnt care

we watched THE HILLS
i love that show
so yeah then we talked more
and finally fell asleep at like 2:30ish

now we just got back from perkysss
yummmmi
and we're gonna babysitt for a few hours
and then come back here and do more stuff

xoxo

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-07-10T19:24:00

2006-07-10T23:30:05Z

High School is really really starting to scare me and excite me
I know tons of really nice upperclassmen but we are still *fresh meat*
I'm nervous though because of friends
I love my friends and I don't want to lose any of them
I hope I have classes with people
That would reallllllly suck if I didn't!

But seriously you say you and your friends
wont everrr split up
But how do you know?
It could happen

I cried today for no apparent reason
I honestly had no idea why
I was watching full house
and the waterworks came
I haven't cried in a while.idk

Do you ever feel like you are caught between two people
Who stretch you both ways
Try to get you to take sides?

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-06-20T16:09:00

2006-06-20T20:13:46Z

dance dance dance dance dance
I had dance today for like 927483629843 hours
haha I'm fricken addicted!
summer dance=love im taking comp and acro
can't wait for next year either
we are competing Wanted...so excited!!!

summertime is love
so glad summer is here
i'm gonna hang out with like everybody
because i'm cool like that!
call me if u want to hang out!
408.8227

ahhh i hate drama
like seriously summer there shouldnt be drama
but nooosirey
when there's a party...there's drama
at least i missed a bit of it bc i had to leave with dray and jessie
glad i did...the story was interesting

xoxo

p.s.moonbounces are love

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-06-11T18:08:00

2006-06-11T22:18:06Z

Oh my gosh!
This weekend was incredible!

8TH GRADE CELEBRATION<--funnnnn
awards ceremony<--i was flippin shaking during that darn speech

slept over miss Kayla's house with the girls
Jessie-Andraya-Kylie-Julia-Kayla-Jodie-Corey-Hannah
it was amazing...way to many good times

dance from 1 til we were done
got finale done
finally

graduation party for friend from my old street
amazing to see them its been years
makes me miss my old house

picked out rest of the week outfits (i know im lame)
shopping for finale thing
wearing a leo with a black like strapless dress thing
supposed to be a bathing suit coverup
but eileens gonna make em pretty

so pumped up for recital and nationals
Recital is this weekend JUNE 17TH!!!
if anybody wants to be a sweetheart and come watch
you'll see a heck of a lotta people
like me andrea kaitlyn murt stef rachel ally kayla
depending on which show
comp in both so it doesnt matter for me
talk to kayla she has it all planned out
tickets are like $9 dollars
i will love you FOREVER if you do

love

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-06-03T12:16:00

2006-06-03T16:24:37Z

so I got my hair cut yesterday....oh dang its super different
it's quite short like at my shoulders
its like a lighter blonde with some medium blonde and some darker
somewhat hard to describe
but i like it...

shopping, party, and dance pics today
oh dangg
xcited for pics tho!

im so anxious for LOHS
but I still wanna be little
I watched the Proud Family this morning...
and Spongebob...
I'm craving elementary school

I miss being little

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-05-25T15:27:00

2006-05-25T19:34:03Z

Next years schedule....

1st Term
-Journalistic Writing....Stringer (w/ Stef B)
-Psycology....Gallaher
-Drama Workshop....Boeneman
-Careers & Tech....Bowman (w/ Hannah)

2nd Term
-PE....Fairman
-Speech....Snage (w/ M Gorris and Dane)
-Health....Roberts
-Careers & Tech....Bowman

3rd Term
-Algebra 2HA....Burlak
-Biology A....Stowers
-English 9 Hon A....Meisel (w/ Jules, Emilio, and Sid)
-World Studies A....Cureton (w/ Mack)

4th Term
-Algebra 2HB....Burlak
-Biology B....Lockwood
-English 9 Hon B....Meisel (w/ Jules, Emilio, and Sid)
-World Studies B....Cureton (w/ Kyles)

3rd & 4th term finals are gonna be killer

let me know if we have any classes together!!!!!

friends...messed up games...and laughter

2006-04-30T17:35:27Z

omg last night was so much fun...

we havent done that in so long
Our whole group of friends went to friends and fun night
and then went to kylies after

except jules and hannah
but they werent feeling good

but anyays it was so funny
we played this game where somebody says
"I have never....."
and if you have..you take a drink
it was funny seeing what people drank to
(your supposed to do it with alcohol...but we did it with
KOOL-AID!!!
haha

and then we played truth or dare
but we wouldnt let the person pick which one
haha we did some pretty funny things
im not going to mention them though...
trust me you dont want to know

umm... lets see
we all slept on this one couch
like all laying on each other
it was funny

and then we played this one game
where you have to put a card on your mouth
and like suck in so that it doesnt fall
and then give it to somebody else
its hard
and it looks like your making out
and then we played this other game
where we took this little like mcdonalds toy
and you hold it between your chin and like neck
and then you have to give it to somebody else
and they have to get it with their chin and neck
once again...
looks pretty wrong

i have no clue how my friends
think of these weird messed up games
but i dont care
its funny stuff

ahahaha
and the hammock broke
that was so funny
but it didnt matter
bc kylies mom was gonna take it down anyways

but seriously i have never laughed so hard
in my life
i cant wait to do it again

i love Kyles, Jess, Dray, Kay, and Corey
with a burning flaming passion
♥

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-04-24T17:09:00

2006-04-24T21:15:33Z

Nothing very exciting lately
life is somewhat boring

Kayla got an adorable hair cut and looks
simply gorgeous...

Stef is tan as toast
and looks adorable...

Hannah and Kyles went to Tennessee
it rained...
too bad
(kylies mad about not getting tan tho)

Jay and Dray went to Ohio for like a day...lol i love them

Me and Dray went to go see Scary Movie 4!
go see it...its funny...

Corey got a very cute haircut..
very original..

and basically...to sum up
The world is tan
and went to amazing remote places
while I stayed home

but hey life is good
♥

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-04-14T22:38:00

2006-04-15T02:45:56Z

So today was really fun
I hung out with Miss Laura Moll
we went to the beach, went shoppin, stuff like that
it kind of reminded me of last summer
when we like practically spent every day together
just hanging out and stuff

you know like tees capris/shorts at the beach eating popsicles
what could be better?
makes me grit my teeth til summer
im so excited

but i got to start thinking..
laura and i were going down memory lane of last summer
it seems like yesterday honestly
and i realized that these past couple years have been going by so fast
i mean seriously
wasnt it like last week when we were all little kids
and so nervous for WMS
were 8th graders
high schools coming up
its just all moving so fast
i dont want it to

before i know it laura will be graduating...
we'll all be graduating
as much as i complain about the drama
that girls cause
its just like...
id rather deal with dumb stuff like that
you know?

pretty soon....
its all just going to come rushing to me
and its gonna hit me so hard
i can feel it

why do we have to grow up?
lets just stay little and play in the sandbox
.....yea
sandboxes
i loved em...
who didnt?

Here we come world....
Brace yourself

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-04-01T17:43:00

2006-04-01T22:44:14Z

You Know You Are A Dancer When
*dance is life and the rest is just spare time
*you sit in a straddle when you're watching tv
*your body cracks loud enough to stop social studies class but you don't hear it *people mistake you for a rubber band
*pirouette and fouette are the two main words in your vocabulary
*you dance down the hallway instead of just walking
*when you're at the mall you hear you're dance song and start dancing
*you do tondus while waiting in line
*watching TV is not a time to relax, it is a time to stretch
*you do grande jetes in the parking lot and down the hallway
*you are well coordinated in dance class but trip over your own feet just walking
*a new leotard makes your whole day
*every hard floor is a place to dance
*you walk with your feet turned out without even thinking about it

*you use every handrail you see for practicing
*you actually sit up straight in your chair at school
*you actually dream of wearing those heavy, expensive, netting-ridden tutus
*you not only dance everyday, but also every night in your dreams
*you know more French terms than the kids in the french class
*you are stretching for gym and everyone goes, "WHOA!!"
*your vocabulary includes bandaids, wedgies, sweat, determination, and guts
*you know most barres aren't in jails
*all your friends are eating dinner while you are in class
*you have the ability to balance your body on five toes, yet cannot bend over to pick the clothes up off the floor of your room
*you know the frog isnt an animal, but a stretch
*your friends ask you to oversplit "just for fun!"
*you have an entire drawer devoted to your dance stuff
*Centerstage was the best movie EVER!
*everything you do has to do with dance
*you suddenly can't count past 8
*you can learn the dances to music videos
*Before everything you do you say 5,6,7,8
*you can talk about ballet all day long to people that dont care
*You laugh at a non-dancer when they say their feet hurt
*you stand en pointe in your shoes when talking to friends
*You get disgusted when you see cheerleaders because they never pointe their toes
*instead of calling rooms "rooms" you call them "studios"
*When you go to get your hair cut you tell them to cut it long enough to be able to put it in a bun
*when you refer to half time of a football game as "intermission"
*All your friends make fun of you cuz you always either stand in B or 5th position
*Every song that come on on the radio you know a combo to
*You noticed every mistake made on any dance movie or TV show
*You have ever fallen asleep in the splits
*You have ever said "200 sit-ups no prob."

i love this!!! soo true

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-03-30T21:41:00

2006-03-31T02:45:39Z

WAAAAAAAAAAA I made dance team callbacks...that means that we have to go back tomorrow for final stuff and then they do final cuts
but christy said that they only cut one person after callbacks last year!! so im hoping i make it!
ahh im such a dancing obsessed freak...lol kaitlyn sarah and stef

2006-2007 AUDITION CALL BACKS!

1 2 3 4 5 7 8 10 11 14
15 16 17 18 20 22 23

2=SARAH
3=KATIE
4=KAITLYN
8=MEEEEEEE
17=CALI
18=CHRISTY
2=STEF

theres obviously more ppl but whatever

so stoked

dance is my life

I'm going shoppin tomorrow then back to dance team
I can't wait...[i think]

xoxoxoxoxox
ilu

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-03-25T19:45:00

2006-03-26T00:49:27Z

DANCE COMPETITION SUNDAY MARCH 26TH PLEASE COME!!!!!!!

BE THERE AT NOON!!!!

ILU ALL!

SBS=BEST THING OF MY LIFE

xoxo

*Step*By*Step*

Please come to the Dance Competition!!!!!!!

2006-03-19T03:07:56Z

so we recently got our dance costumes
very cute
and manly lol
well first of all our jazz costume is for Hold On
it's purple and sparkly
its a one piece thing its like shorts attached to a long sleeve top
with a collar
and it is cut like REALLY low in like a V down to a bit above your belly button
and then we have a metallic light purple braish thing underneath (haha)
its really cute tho
and we have this hair piece
that kind of looks like some animal
thats gonna get you
haha
and our makeup is all purple eyes with wings and diamonds
with our HUGE sparkly earrings
cute as a button
for tap...
manlyness lol for Soul Man
white shirt with skinny black tie
black mens pants (dang those things sit up high)
black jacket (somewhat shiny)
big shades
hat

mmhmm i know what your thinking
prettttty sweet
haha
let's hope we are ready for it

everybody pleaseeeeeeee come!!!!!!!!
ITS AT LOHS
SUNDAY MARCH 26TH
WE ARE DANCING AT 12:45 AND 1:15
PLEASE COME AND CHEER US ON
IT WOULD MEAN A LOT
it will be me Stef Kait and Andrea
and other SBSers
please you guys im serious
only like a few people came last year
like Lins, Jodie, and Gorris
that was like it
so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE come
its not boring i promise
and you dont have to stay for awards
[trust me i dont expect you to they are at 4:45]
but seriously
it would mean a lot!

so anyways my mind has been in dance mode
for a few weeks
getting ready for this

i honestly cant wait

even though this is my 7th year doing this

its what i live for

Advice

2006-03-11T23:24:56Z

Advice sure is getting twisted these days...

Do you... live your life like you are on camera?? (the typical dont steal..cheat..lie..etc.)

or...

Dance like no one is watching? (the whole live life as you want not how someone else wants)

hmmm...

♥

Cali=love

2006-02-26T23:13:43Z

So today was the last day of break...hmm
I can't wait to see everybody tomorrow
YAY
I miss all of my friends

Cali was sweeeeet
we went to the San Diego Zoo and the Wild Animal Park
In San Diego [duh]
I l.o.v.e. LA so much
It was amazing
We saw Prince and he waved [WOOT HAHA]
Prolly not my pick of someone to see
But cool still the same
And we saw Jose E'Beare [spelling?]
Famous hair stylist!!

Went in...
Versaci.
Dolce&Gabbana.
Louis Vuitton.
Chanel.
Roberto Cavalli.
Tiffany&Co.
Coach.
soo many others [pics to prove]
it was sooo cool

and I saw the Hollywood sign.
sunset on the beach.
mountains.
ahh i loved it
miss it already

ehh... still a Michigander what can I say?
cold is getting to me though
whatever.

[any takers for moving to Cali with me???]

[[[[love]]]]

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-02-09T16:20:00

2006-02-09T21:31:08Z

So today was pretty sweet

Ortho.... not so sweet lets just say

My teeth are in pain

but whatever

When its all done

They will be straight as a fence

......

High School Orientation tonight

So flippin excited

for high school that is

Get out of stupid middle school

Stupid drama

Stupid lies

Stupid boys

Stupid rumors

Stupid people who judge you

Well guess what

I dont give a crap anymore

Say what you want

It's not bringing me down

have my friends and thats all that I need

I dont need all these fake preppy slutty girls making fun of me

Get a life

I have better things to worry about

It's not like your sorry little comments are going to stay in my head

In one ear

Out the other

So have fun Making me the center of your world

.............

boys....whatever

ill find the one eventually

and until then

im having fun

because its not about how many guys you get

its not about how many guys think your hott

its about that one guy who thinks your beautiful the one who is always gonna be there for you

so until then...

boys are fun

but not the world

..................

Prolly do colorguard in high school

With dray..yesss

and Steph Popilek!! [love]

i think itd be fun

cant do cheer bc of my schedule

dance team....

i have my reasons

id love to do it with christy

but...

nah

I think colorguard would be sweet

I hope it all works out

I'll meet people who dont give a crap what your wearing

Or what store it came from

Yes i know there will be even more of the ones who do in high school

But they can hang out with each other

And get in fights because "you were like supposed to like get that shirt at Abercrombie..not like Kohl's OH MY LIKE GOD"

Nope

Just the ones who really care

About whats really important in life

Because looking back on it

So many of you are going to laugh at yourselves

Laugh at the drama

the lies

the boys

the rumors

the people who judge you

Because in life

WHO CARES??!!

ill be looking back at my LOHS years being proud of em

while so many of you will be having regrets

So hears to high school years

And not wasting one second of em

I Love Cheerleading!

2006-01-29T00:53:58Z

Today was spectacular Woke up earllllly to get ready for the LO cheerleading invitational It was sweet and tons of fun

WE GOT FLIPPIN FIRST PLACE we were all screaming our lungs out and crying (some ppl haha) and jumping up and down and kissing the trophy and it was incredible winning never felt so good

not to brag or anything im just super happy since we sucked last year

scripps came in 2nd and oakview came in 4th so LO rocked the house

so proud of my girls

Now I'm gonna go watch High School Musical (i heart VCRs)

<333 to all of you guys that came im still excited not sure its sunk in yet though

xoxoxo

p.s.Cheerleading=blood, sweat, and tears but love just the same

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-01-23T21:01:00

2006-01-24T02:02:47Z

Seems like everything in my life is changing

My best friend of so many years from dots to hott is changing

The #1 Joy in my life is moving slowly down the list

and it seems like everything and everyone..is leaving me behind, in their dust.

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-01-21T17:16:00

2006-01-21T22:19:49Z

Today was pretty snassy
Got my backwalkover at gymnastics for good this time...i hope
should make it so im still in skills round for cheer
cheer is almost over yessss
i love cheerleading but right now i have no life
im serious
school cheerleading dance homework
cant complain about dance
best thing in my life right now
sweetest girls
we got our adorable pedinis today (kind of jazz shoe)
they look sweet
already getting scuffed up
but thats dance
we finished it on wednesday
YAY
didnt finish tap
what else is new
ive been watching stupid shows today
from like when i was 6
like legends of the hidden temple
im such a loser
but whatever
not like it matters to me
popular is overrated
to much drama
i love my friends
no fights
no drama
tooo many laughs

<3

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-01-08T09:17:00

2006-01-08T14:20:46Z

Yeah I know, I know.

You love her.

I cant change that.

But what am I supposed to do.

Just sit here.

And wait.

Wait for nothing to come.

But tears.

Yeah you all say it'll get better.

But I'm doubting it.

Because he'll still love her.

And there's nothing I can do.

Why am I so scared?

So scared.

To take a chance.

Scared that it'll end up bad.

But what do I have to lose?

8th grade is a fun year.

And its staying that way.

Irregardless of him.

I have friends who love me.

And thats A.L.L. I need.

sick...but I can't be..my schedule wont allow me to be sick yesterday I woke up at 9 went to cheer from 12-12:45 then to dance at 1 til 1:45 then back to cheer at 2-2:30.

It better get better...thats all I have to say

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-01-06T22:29:00

2006-01-07T03:34:26Z

last game today...

alrighty i guess we won YAY both games

talked to jules and banana on the fone

chatted with kyles and laura online

i honestly love my friends..they are the reason i get up in the morning...forgeting boys look at mine and lauras conversation...

Heart2Dance32 (9:43:59 PM): death to the male species
lildevil8653 (9:44:05 PM): AMEN BROTHER AMEN
lildevil8653 (9:46:37 PM): member were going on a male killing rampage
Heart2Dance32 (9:46:44 PM): yeaaaaaaaaaaa
lildevil8653 (9:46:58 PM): I GET THE PEPPER SPRAY
Heart2Dance32 (9:47:07 PM): i get the axe member
lildevil8653 (9:47:13 PM): YEAH
lildevil8653 (9:47:19 PM): SQUEALING BOYS IN PAIN
lildevil8653 (9:47:22 PM): YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Heart2Dance32 (9:47:29 PM): music to a females ears
lildevil8653 (9:47:59 PM): YESSSSSSSS
Heart2Dance32 (9:51:01 PM): boys are dum
Heart2Dance32 (9:51:03 PM): throw rocks at them
lildevil8653 (9:51:14 PM): STONE THEM TILL THEY BLEEEEEEEED
Heart2Dance32 (9:51:56 PM): pelt them with blistering hot spoonfulls of molten lava
lildevil8653 (9:52:11 PM): YESSSSSSSS
lildevil8653 (9:55:22 PM): LAVA BURNS YESSSSSSS BURNING PAIN AND BLEEDING FILLED WITH SCREAMS OF AGONY
Heart2Dance32 (9:55:28 PM): ewwww
Heart2Dance32 (9:55:30 PM): but yesssssss
lildevil8653 (9:55:57 PM): haha
Heart2Dance32 (10:01:23 PM): psh i love u
lildevil8653 (10:01:30 PM): good
lildevil8653 (10:01:35 PM): BLOOOOOOOOOOOOD
lildevil8653 (10:01:37 PM): ok wow im done
Heart2Dance32 (10:01:43 PM): me 2
Heart2Dance32 (10:01:48 PM): fun while it lasted i must admit

Laura Moll=Love ladies and gentlemen
and life would be terrible without her
we have amazing random conversations about terrorizing boys ahahaha its so random and like a huge joke

again i love my friends... all of you especially people like breana ally rachel lindsay kayla mack steph stef and all of the people actually reading thiss

haha

xoxo

lovelovelove

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-01-05T20:20:00

2006-01-06T01:22:16Z

boys suck...

anyone agreeing???

please comment on your opinion of our play today....little red..who does that?..

xoxo

sbsequalslove13 @ 2006-01-05T20:14:00

2006-01-06T01:16:06Z

boys suck... anyone agreeing??? please comment on your opinion of our play today.... little red..who does that? .. xoxo